My biggest fear.

My biggest fear is that I won't be able to raise my daughter. That something will happen to me before she is grown and she will be exposed to my in laws. They are toxic. They truly are.  I couldn't bare it if she was turned from a sweet and caring...

I think I was born in the wrong time frame.

I have always believed I was born much later than I should have been. As a child I could hold my own with people much older than myself. My interests were those of a much older person. Even of another century. I love classic novels, classic...

Books

I believe that in my life time I will see the end of actual books. Anyone with actual books will have to have them insured.  I had better start a trust for my daughter so she can pay for it.

Thoroughly Random

I am very tired. I have been under considerable stress. I can't settle down to any particular thing.  I have a lot of laundry to fold. I can't think of a movie to watch while I fold. I only like the cheese off marks pizza.  My feet are...

Just in case.

I will never walk away from my family! NEVER! If I am missing, I am dead. If I am found every bone in my hands and arms will be broken by the force I tried to stay alive to go home to my daughter.  I will never commit suicide! NEVER! If I die and...

Imaginary friend or Guardian Angel?

Like many kids I had an imaginary friend. I played with him for years. His name was Thomas. I have often wondered as I got older if he was in fact my guardian angel. They say when you are a child you are still close to the vail between this world and...

Doctors Visits.

Have you ever noticed that children are remarkably healthy at the doctors office? They can be on deaths door at home, but at the doctors office they run, jump, play, and somehow manage to get rid of the high temp. My daughter has shown her magic...

In Laws at it again.

True to form, my inlaws are trying to make themselves look like the victims when they are anything but. Their philosophy seems to be...if I can't have it no one should. And if they dare to try I will make them feel guilty. They did not recieve a...

My Child

I don't care who you are...If you harm my child in any way for any reason you had better pray the police rescue you before I find you.  I am very patient. I can wait as long as I need to.

If you had a day to yourself...

What would you do if you had an entire day just to yourself? On this day no one is allowed to contact you, you don't have to do any form of work, it's just for you. I think I would start out giddy. Probably run in a circle. I would go shopping...

Disability does NOT equal damaged goods.

EXAMPLE: Person 1) He/She is Autistic. Person 2) Really?! Wow! He/She SEEMED so normal!  Me: ARE YOU SERIOUS?! So until you knew of a disability you thought they were normal. Now you think of them as damaged. Donkey! P.S. Anyone who so...

Mind overload.

For as long as I can remember I have been the one family and friends turn to. To vent, to get advice, and bounce ideas off, to voice their fears. I think people turn to me because I am not interested. I am not nosy. If it doesn't directly involve...

Something I find very funny!

Do you watch cooking shows? I do. My favorite are the celebrity competitions. But the very best, the most funny are the celebrity budget challenges.  The budget battles trip them up the most. They are shocked by prices and complain that no one...

4 year olds.

All those reading this who have or have had a 4 year old know the struggle. The bed time struggle.  For those who don't know, it goes something like this. Child: It's not bedtime yet. Parent: Yes it is. Lets go. Child: I have to go to the...

Sorry

Sorry is just a word. Often a meaningless and empty word uttered by someone who thinks saying that word will get them out of something. But saying that word doesn't excuse the behavior. It doesn't erase the words or deeds.  And saying it just to...

You can't make up this kind of stupid.

My husband was talking to his parents yesterday. They got on the subject of how many hours he works. He is a chef and it is the slow season. My husband mentioned that as he has been there 6 months now he is going to ask for a raise.  Honestly, I...

Silent treatment or chatterbox.

I have a lot on my mind, but not really much to say. I can be the quietest person you know or a chatterbox. Depending on who I'm with and what my mood is. I uess my mood today is to torture myself with my thoughts.  I'm in my head today, at times a...

How much longer will there be rules?

I read an article about a kid who recorded his professors rant despite a rule that no recording devises were allowed and appealed his resultant suspension on the grounds that it violated his first amendment rights.  So now I guess if you don't want...

Is there life on other planets?

The age old question: Are we alone? My thoughts? Well, do you believe in God? If yes, then no. We are not alone. To think so would be to think God himself is an only child.  Are you arrogant? Because it is arrogant to think we are the only ones....

Did you know this terrible fact?

In group homes for disabled people, and psych wards there is no such thing as rape?  If family members report to staff that their family member said they were raped the staff says that IF it did happen it wasn't rape. It was consensual. Even if the...